My Gender Identity: Part 7 (FTM – Seven Months Later)

READ THIS PART FIRST ONE: I have completely stopped smoking cigarettes! Now when I start testosterone, I’ll see results much faster. TWO: TRIGGER WARNINGS all through this blog post. Dysphoria (top, bottom, all around), trans doubt, transphobic self-talk (like, what the fuck?), and so on and so forth. THREE: Content warning for TMI regarding my … Read moreMy Gender Identity: Part 7 (FTM – Seven Months Later)

(SPOILER REVIEW) THE OLD LOVE & THE NEW by Alistair Caradec

“Don’t smile because it’s over. Cry because it happened.” ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ This book tore my heart out and made me like it. Alistair Caradec is a demon who learned how to type. That’s the only way I can explain how he writes characters who are so thoroughly tormented inside and out. And I do mean inside … Read more(SPOILER REVIEW) THE OLD LOVE & THE NEW by Alistair Caradec

My Gender Identity: Part Five (Bottom Dysphoria)

Welcome back to another installment of “Who The F*%k Am I?” My name is Luke (probably) and I’ll be your host for this evening! Get something warm to drink, snuggle under that cozy blanket, and enjoy the show! On today’s episode, we’ll be discussing bottom dysphoria and trans doubt. My good friend, Alistair Caradec, recently … Read moreMy Gender Identity: Part Five (Bottom Dysphoria)

My Gender Identity: Part Three (Dysphoria Through The Ages)

Part of me has been considering the fact that I once loved my breasts. I’ve been worrying that I might miss them after getting top surgery. This, of course, led me to searching for others who felt this same way and transitioned anyway. I found a few people who basically were trying to live their … Read moreMy Gender Identity: Part Three (Dysphoria Through The Ages)