July 2022 | Part 10 | My Gender Identity: FTM (One Year Later)

Well, here we are. One year later. I have the testosterone, the syringes, everything I need to begin my medical transition. I’ve never lied in any of these blog posts and I’m not going to start now. The whole point of writing these is to be completely honest. Because someone out there might have a … Read moreJuly 2022 | Part 10 | My Gender Identity: FTM (One Year Later)

My Gender Identity: Part 9 (Exploring My Childhood)

TRIGGER WARNING: Sexual, emotional, and psychological abuse. Only read this if it is safe for you to do so. Keeping a child alive to adulthood is the bare minimum of parentingβ€”the “participation trophy” of parenthood, you could say. Perhaps because of my own upbringing, I realize how much actual effort it takes to raise a … Read moreMy Gender Identity: Part 9 (Exploring My Childhood)

My Gender Identity: Part 7 (FTM – Seven Months Later)

READ THIS PART FIRST ONE: I have completely stopped smoking cigarettes! Now when I start testosterone, I’ll see results much faster. TWO: TRIGGER WARNINGS all through this blog post. Dysphoria (top, bottom, all around), trans doubt, transphobic self-talk (like, what the fuck?), and so on and so forth. THREE: Content warning for TMI regarding my … Read moreMy Gender Identity: Part 7 (FTM – Seven Months Later)

My Gender Identity: Part Five (Bottom Dysphoria)

Welcome back to another installment of “Who The F*%k Am I?” My name is Luke (probably) and I’ll be your host for this evening! Get something warm to drink, snuggle under that cozy blanket, and enjoy the show! On today’s episode, we’ll be discussing bottom dysphoria and trans doubt. My good friend, Alistair Caradec, recently … Read moreMy Gender Identity: Part Five (Bottom Dysphoria)

My Gender Identity: Part Three (Dysphoria Through The Ages)

Part of me has been considering the fact that I once loved my breasts. I’ve been worrying that I might miss them after getting top surgery. This, of course, led me to searching for others who felt this same way and transitioned anyway. I found a few people who basically were trying to live their … Read moreMy Gender Identity: Part Three (Dysphoria Through The Ages)